Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Monday, March 26, 2007
3:21 AM

Okay ahem* Well (standard opening) I'm a student studying in AJC,
somewhere in ang mo kio. Good thing that its near AMK centre, thank god.
U can call me benjamin tan, ben tan, benben or bennie, whatever pleases you:)
The next 5 minutes will be wasted, just be warned lols!

I used to be from xinmin sec(Great school, principal,food)
Spend most of the time there sleeping and stuff
Same with AJ i guess but its worse cus AJ is a sleepy school
Somehow scrap through o'levels and ended up in AJ

Okie enough of school le(Its boring enough)
Lets talk about my likes then...
I do like playing video games, you can learn alot from games,you know!
Right now, im playing Guitar Hero 2 which involves pressing buttons
corresponding to the colour shown on screen.
Personal favourites includes
Devil may Cry
Onimusha
Metal Gear Solid
Burnout
Warcraft3
Resident Evil
I like listening to music too! I do love rock, mainly bands like Linkin Park,
My Chemical Romance,30 Seconds to Mars,Avenged Sevenfold etc
Pop rock also is fine for me with hits by Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavinge.
Sometimes, i will dwell into hardcore rock/metal bands like Disturbed, Killswitch Engaged...
Basically any music that sounds wonder to my ear, i will listen no matter the band..
Notable Game music includes Natasha Farrow's "Calling to the Night" and "Devils Never Cry"
As for chinese songs or japanese songs, Jay Chou music is always great.
I do also listen to Fish leong's songs such as Silk Road. S.H.E still remains my favourite!
Japanese songs usually consists for me , Anime songs.
Other then that, I listen to BOA.

My ambitions?:)
When im was young, i want to be a astronaut.See the stars and stuff...
But looking at how horrendous my physics is, i have to forsake it...:(
Now though, i want to get rich by doing or selling things beneficial to people
Then spread the wealth to charities and develop schools in Africa
Having seen movies like Hotel Rwanda and Blood Diamond,
I am really inspired to help those Africans
Let the child soldiers notion be destroyed!

As for sports, I enjoy soccer, Bball, Hockey and badminton.
Im do like table-tennis, having learn from my frens.
All you need is two like-minded people and you can play!
Much easier to organize then soccer..

Interesting things about me?
Tomorrow is my birthday^_^!

Anyway, the 5 minutes wasted will not be refunded.Too bad:P Buaiz...





Will you ever notice me...

Friday, March 23, 2007
8:27 PM

School is starting to get really mundane
Really, Im starting to hate AJ.
The moment you step inside,
it feels like a prison where you cant escape...

Its boring rating has got to be the worst
There PRACTICALLY NOTHING to do!

Now top 5 things to do in AJ(before you disintegrate in the stale atmosphere)
-Play DOTA(this one cud get modded so i better not say anything)
-Plays cards(somehow cards is the only fun factor in schooling=.=)
-Sleep(AJ gt that aura of fatigue,makes you wanna fall asleep)
-Discover a way to sneak out of school(Aj is quite foolproof to my disappointment)
-Pon Lectures(Oh for god sake...)

You can see its really boring! Let list down AJ pros and cons den:
+Pros
+Friendly frens
+Some nice teachers

-Cons
-boring
-Food
-Stupid rules
-School dat have seen better days
-Screwed up timetables
-Teachers dat aren't really adept at teaching
-P.E
-Some moronic ppl
- Everything =.=

Aniwae enough of the ranting le..
Im stuck here forever.(well its only 2 years..)
So On friday, i missed the chinese lesson due to my blurness..
I thought it starts at 3.45 so i went to the library to sleep.
Den i found out that it starts on 2.45.OMG!
Haiz just forget it..only 10 mins left =.=

So went home with ming kwan instead..
We had a really good chat
Maybe this is the last time we cud have such a great sharing
All the homework wud drown me eventually so
Must vent all my fustrations!

While travelling to amk hub,
We talk abt our class,the school and the old days of YGO
Really, those memories are really touching ba
I hope i could go back and have fun all over again

Ming kwan is a good fren..A really good guy i have stick with since sec 1..
Best Buddies rite:)

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, March 17, 2007
11:54 PM

Sorry OG 19! I couldn't go to the outing though:(
Hope you guys have fun at Escape ba haha!

Went to lots of places yst
First we went bugis to pray in the temple
Lots of those ashes fell onto my hand lols
IT HURTS LIKE CRAP!!!
Den i realise something, more like get enlightened
I think we humans are too selfish le..
So instead of praying for my own health and results
I prayed dat the world wud stop fighting
Dat terrorists will realise what they are dng is bad
Dat everyone do not have to die for no reason..

Outside the temple, i saw some rather funny stuffXD
Dere was like 2 artists who were posing for money
One of them was painted gold and was naked except for
a cloth that protects his you know where...
Kinda sad lols they both ned money..
But at least they are courageous enough to do this..

Den Went to Plaza Sing to repair my bro's zen neon
Zzz his zen actually gt damaged in 1 week..
Im really speechless lor..
Mum gt kinda pissed though when she found out that she has to pay $103
So in the end, she gt angry and walk away..(Kinda rude rite?)
Wasted trip zzz..Wanted to buy some clothes but decided against it
cus my grandma ard..( She will nag at me de...better not..>.<)

But there is a gd news!
I finally bought Guitar Hero 2!
Now i can rock out at home! This is so cool!:)
I can imagine myself taking the guitar and playing it like a rockstar!lols!

Thanks mum^_^

Still sick though...
My crap throat wun leave me alone
Tmr icebreaker will be a sure torture..bleh..

Aniwae thanks for reading lols:) byebye! and treasure your throat:(

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, March 16, 2007
12:08 AM

Before this becomes my gp blog, I will quickly take advantage of this.. Yesterday was a really really bad day.. For the whole day, i was bedridden.

Why leh?
I was so sick...My head was hot, my body cold, my throat dry and my entire body aching...
I had such a terrible time eating my bfast--for once i hate food lols..
Nobody was at home, so i was all alone..kinda ke lian rite?>.<

Then spend the rest of the meaningless day drifting in and out of sleep..
I feel so devastated and helpless..wish someone was there to hug me or sth..provide me warmth..
Cud'nt do much though..my fever only hai me draw badly.. Fustrated yet cant really get a nice nap..
Spend the time just staring outside and wish i was one of those kids playing happily..

Being sick sucks..I hope i do not become sick anymore..I must exercise and eat healthily! Byes:) ( You guys dun fall sick too!)

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
3:21 AM

T.T I cant believe i actually type the last 3 posts out..Its so saddening.. Ya it reminds me of things dat shud have been forgotten but i wun erase the posts.. I do cherish the memories painful or not... Anyway this is the first post since like 8 months ago! Now it will be cheery too! Okay i declare this blog open lols!!! Welcome^_^

Will you ever notice me...